I'm BACK for now =p

Feels weird typing in this column after such a long period. Dusty blog I know. :p

Loads of stuff have been happening throughout this year. A blink of an eye and it's coming to the end of 2010. Happy moments, sad moments, cherishable moments, ups and downs, laughters and tears...... overall, it's been quite a journey. Studying in Australia is really an eye-opening experience. Met new friends, lost some half way through the journey but a valuable lesson learned, and that's moving on. =) Having my finals now, been studying like crazy!!! Never had stress like this before *wouldn't consider myself a super hardworking bookworm* but now all I wanna do is just to do my best.

My baby guinea pig, Pickles just died yesterday afternoon. It's one painful experience no doubt. She was lying in her cage when I went and have a look at her. Before that, she was very ill and I decided to bring her to the vet yesterday. But I guess it was too late. She waited for me to hug her one last time before exhaling her last breath. She has always been a clingy pet to me, always wanting to get my attention and play with her but yesterday even though she was just quiet, she struggled to crawl up to my palm and lie there. Hearing her weak heartbeat, looking at her sunken eyes, I kissed her nose. Saw water drops rolling down from her eyes ended up in my shivering palm, I put her down on the table, wanting to get a clothe to cover her but that's when she stopped breathing. I was stunned right on the spot, I never thought it would hurt so much losing her. And because of her, I had the urge to blog again because this is what I used to do, blogging to express myself.

Fav song for now! very meaningful lyrics, enjoy.

沒那麼簡單

沒 那麼簡單

就能找到聊得來的伴

尤其是在

看過了那麼多的 背叛

總是不安

只好強悍

誰謀殺了我的 浪漫

沒 那麼簡單

就能去愛 別的全不看

變的實際

也許好 也許壞 各一半

不愛孤單

一久 也習慣

不用擔心誰 也不用被誰管

感覺快樂 就忙東忙西

感覺累了 就放空自己

別人說的話

隨便聽一聽

自己做決定

不想擁有太多 情緒

一杯紅酒 配電影

在週末晚上 關上了手機

舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易

每個人有他的 脾氣

過了 愛作夢的年紀

轟轟烈烈 不如平靜

幸福沒有那麼容易

才會特別讓人 著迷

什麼都不懂的年紀

曾經 最掏心

所以 最開心

曾經

xoxo,

Rowena